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: 12:36 AM
Date: Thursday, July 31
Title: Rusty's Bday.







Russel, Happy 18th Bday (:
Hope you liaaak the caaake,
hahaaaa, peeepol, i think i'm gg be away.
~.~
i'm so in neeed of my beauty sleeep. o.o


: 12:08 PM
Date: Sunday, July 27
Title: ♥ Twins 爱爱爱♥


♥ Twins 爱爱爱






tags: wahlau, i darn lazeeey to reply tags.
i'll reply in all respective blogs kay?
hahahaaaaaa, busseeeey nah !















: 12:48 AM
Date: Saturday, July 26
Title: LOVE 爱爱爱爱爱爱爱


爱爱爱爱爱爱爱爱爱.


















: 9:14 PM
Date: Thursday, July 24
Title: -.-



Stresss.......
): Projects....



: 11:07 PM
Date: Monday, July 21
Title: LOVE 爱 ♥



♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
All these (♥)'S symbolizes my love to everyone,
esp: my loves one & friends.
Darling, No matter what, i'll be there for youuuuuuu.
We promise to be lovers forever, even for the next life.
i ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ youuuuuuuuu, <3.
i'll post pictures tmr, most likely, &,
Thanks darling, for loving me. MWA !
Thanks Baddy for the Patrick, omg, it's so darn cute.
Thanks Jody's Beans for making Muffins for me, ops (:
Thanks Bf(charmaine) for dedicating to me, loves
.Thanks PeiRong for the hug on monday, love ! <3.
Thanks Ahsiao for gummies today, love ! (:
Thanks SecretAgent, for all the things u'd done 4 me (:
with loves,


: 3:55 PM
Date: Tuesday, July 15
Title: ♥Surroundings♥


i ♥ you, darling <3.
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: 2:08 PM
Date: Saturday, July 12
Title: ;D


DARLING-OH-DARLING
Cheer up pls dear, dun think too much.
Dont be so negative also kay?
Where got symptoms of depressions?
Dont anyhow say ahs, arbo ltr i smack ur butt
till u become positive and all symptoms of
depression gone =x
andand, dont anyhow say u fat nahs,
slimmed liao, still say fat, liddat forever also
wont become slim liao nahs?
Stop thinking too much also kay?
liddat jiu can sleep well everyday w/o bad dreams liao ;D
dont anyhow think u're fat, then jiu will be able to
take in regular meals ler. keep restricting urself
also not good der nahs.
dont be so emotional also liao, ltr haven 1 week,
my bolster jiu get soak-ed by ur tears liao =x
need change v mafan lehs, hahs.
Friends`
its jst der beginning of poly life,
friends will come in gradually during ur poly life.
need not worry too much. ;D
thou others might seems to have many friends now compared to u,
but, it will be ur turn sooner or later.
more'over, u also have friends nw,
peirong, siew fong, jody are ur good friends too.
[ps, cant name all. cos i only noe this 3 =x]
they do care for u also ahs,
dont feel empty in NP ler kays?
What happen in der past, jst let it be bahs.
since its alr der past, there's no point bothering abt it right?
jst ignore it, and continue with ur life,
u will sure feel btr w/o the bad things in der past bothering u. ;D
how people wanna think of u, or badmouth u, jst let them be.
bcos, no matter what u do, u still cant change them,
or stop them.
they will liddat also bcos they jealous of u, jst ignore them will do.
their aim u, u dont care, they also lanlan. right?
hahas=x
Academic wise, jst jiay0u kays. there is still a long way to go,
thou, Nursing is not der course u wanted.
but u alr got into it, jst work hard in it
and hopefully u can scrap sth good out of it.
CT1 results might not be up to ur expectation for certain modules,
buck up for CT2 kay?
like what u said, C's to B's, B's to A's.
jiay0u and im sure u can do it dear. <3.
How others think of Nursing, let them be,
what they say are what they heard.
[people fart they jst smell, nvr go think is smelly not]
if one day, there is no more nurses, see how will they react.
Only those who are taking der course, will truly understand
the importance of nurse or get the correct mindset of its job.
Jst dont get affected by them by what they say kays?
Rmb to cheer up ahs,
see u sadsad agn or anyhow think,
jiu yao da pi gu liao =x
dont stressed urself too much too,
still got me, miiang and ur friends to pour out to, ;D
esp miiang, she will always be there for u.
'Always look on der bright side of life,
things will get btr eventually'
signing off,
`KAMKIA♥


: 1:03 AM
Date:
Title: STRESS STRESS STRESS STRESS


STRESS
1st week of school, 4 days ,
i'm blardy absent for 3.75 days,
hahaha, thats a vvv gd starting.
Well done uh, 5*(s).
What the hell is wrong with me,
i'm sick, mentally, physically, socially too.
i learn psychology, so whaaaaaat ?
i think i neeed one psychologist instead,
seriously, ):


i pour out to darling, he consoled me,
thanks for being there for me,
your love & prescence is more than enough.


i know myself, i know my weaknesses,
lastly, i'm supar faaat,
Mayb u guys can say i'm having depression,
Mayb i'm in the few top stages symptons of it.
i guess so, i'm jst on the vvv verge of gg haywire
offf to thhhhee negaativeeee sidee of lifeeee.

Mayb i'm thinking too much,
But a lot of things bothers me,

i couldn't hvr proper nights,
( Bad dreams almost everyday, so how m'i suppose to restwell? )

i couldn't take in food regularly,
( at times, i hvr no appetite at all, or mayb crave 4 an AppleBite )

i couldn't control my emotional side of me,
( 7 days 1 week, i can tear for 5 days )
* ahroy dear, hvr hard time comforting me, sweeet-talkings.

i coudn't feeeel happiness, ( at least with Darling, i feeel it lah )


Lastly, i'm nt what i wannabe nw,
i'm nt what i used to be alr,
i'vr nt being behaving liaaak myself,
i'vr being feeeeeling vvv empty in Np,
yah lah, laugh whatever you all want.
i don't hvr clinque in Np,
i don't hvr bonding with my class P13,
i don't hvr sense of belonging ( similar to miang )
i don't hvr sense of warmth & secure in Np,
Worst of all, i'vr good friends now,
but, i'm still feeeeeling in this way.
& i still feeel i'm Friend-less T.T


Friends ( now ), Friends ( in the past ), Friends ( Classmates )
Friends ( Schoolmates ), Friends ( lecturemates ), Friends ( PracticaMates)
i knw how badly i perform as a friend, or mayb as a gdfriend,
i knw i'm nt a person, ppl can understand well,
i knw i'm nt a vvv sociable type of friends,
i knw i'm a vv irritating & annoying kinda of friend,
thats results in, having foes in the same class, 4A.
Or mayb nt Foes, i'm in their eye's lil devil.
As you can seee, our ExClass isn't vv cooperative,


+ i don't even feeel that i belongED to 4A b4,
ohwells, i wont bother abt this, but its kinda sad,


when there's gathering, & all of us cannot be
liak, * be our own self, liak bcus " Jasmine is here".
or mayb, " i cannot be my own self, bcus " Dey are here ".
So, excuse me from any class gatherings in future i guess,
Bday parties, bashes, chalets, i will absent myself,
just to liaaak make others ( ppl who hate me ), feeel btr.


i'm nt saying i don't liaaak all these,
just that, i don't feeel liaaak i'm partta of the class,
& also, liaak of course i do hope to attend bday bashs,
of course it's fun exciting interesting, but,
people choose their own friends,
dey choosen others, bt not me.
Bcus i guess, i'm nt gg to bring happiness to dem,
instead anger/jealousy/or mayb bitchy to dem.


CT 01,
FON : A+
AAP: D
MIC: D+
NSL: A+
PAS: C+


haha, from these, you can seee how well i did for my nursing.
yah lah, i knw to many of the teenagers/ human beings,
Nursing is a low-degree job, dirty job, digusting job.
To me: Last time, nursing wasn't so much of importance to me,
i always thought that nurse is just a maid helping the doc.
Now, after 1 term is gone, i feeel that nursing is important,
everywhere need nursing, In order to carry out nursing skills,
there is a lot of scarifices to be made.
Although i'vr nt made up my mind in becoming a nurse,
But, i learnt a lot during attachments, ):


Looking @ those ill patients, alone in a stranger place,
without any love,care,concern.
My heart soften, & always wanted to help,
looking @ the smiles in their faces, or a " thankyou"
i'm satisfy enough, it can last me or at least motivate
me to hang on, there's ppl out there showing you that,
your prescence are in great help, & at least dey felt love.


i'm not saying that me(nurse) is vvvv great or what lah,
i'm just trying to emphasis on, or getting this thing in ppl's mind,
NURSING IS DEFINATELY NOT A LOW-DEGREE JOB/ DIRTY JOB
+ ITS NOT HELPING PATIENTS' TO WIPE THEIR BUTTOCKS AFT
THEY SHIT/URINE, & NURSES ARE NOT MAIDS.
IT MAKES GREAT EFFORT FOR HUMANBEING TO LEARN & STUDY
HOW TO TAKCARE OF ONESELF, ESP: NEEDY'S ONE.


although at times, i felt liaaak dropping out from this course,
bcus of the stress, 6 subjects, 2 non-examinable,
4 memorising subject, is devilhead for me uh.
But nw, i'm trying to at least revise, work hard,
& stop complaining so much, save the time to study.
Also i shd stop spending so much time in my personal life,
& mayb to start studying alr, 3 weeks of postage to NUH,
Practical Skills tested, Behaviour Tested, Communication Tested.
i wonder how would i do for it, hopefully a B bahs, (:
& for CT02, i hope i can improve my C & D to B & A.


JASMINE, PUT IN MORE EFFORT LAH, PLEASE?
AT LEAST FOR YOUR OWN SAKE, BLESS*


Ahroy Dear, Harpy Belated 4th Monthsary (:
i'll love you as i love you in secondary 1,
to replace the love that we both hvr missed out,
to replace the time that we both shd hvr being tgt,
to replace the memories we both hvr nvr shared b4,
as days goes by, we'll get btr in time, <3.
My love, thanks for being there always for me,
Thanks for all the scarifices, loving care & concern
you'd shown to me, we will, & we must,
walk this never ending path tgt, i promise.
Although misunderstandings still do occurs sometimes,
but it's common, every 1 misunderstanding,
will be leading us to every 1 step closer in
understanding each other btr (:


Miangy, Baddy, My bestie Friend (:
I think you're liaaak pluto, Mickey's Campanion,
Bcus i'm Mickey, You're Pluto (:
Whereever,Whenever you'll always follow me thru things
that i'd nvr went thru b4, loves.
woohoooo, we're both stressed up by different things,
but i'll nvr forget your hardcore friendship man,
omg, recalling, it's kinda bad, but anw,
we're still Bestie Friend overall, so no worries (:
i also love you, liaak how u do.
Anything, beep me up, & make sure you also
take greaaat care of yourself girl (:
& thanks for all the things you'd did for me,
Bday Song, Patrick ClayModel, (J)Mug, Books,
Chocolates, Poems , liaaak the Moon & Stars.
We'll shine definately tgt, as we strive, ~
& thanks alot of always being there for me,
even though i might nt be always available for you.
XieXie AhMiang Baddy , :D


BFF, PeiRong, (:
i'vr long chats with you forever man,
omg, you'd given me a special enhance feelings,
thats allows me to spill everything outta to you,
in a very comfortable way, Magic Spells cast do you?
wahahhaas, anw, i liaak those Spells you'd cast on me,
bcus i'm in neeeeed of a friend liaak youuu.
Credits to : Pauline & Tzw For introducing you to me (:
Thanks yeah, although we jst got to knw each other
liaaaak it was ytd only, bt we'vr tons lots to chatter on.
You're just liaaak my guardian angel,
Or a SPY from outer space? Do Spy and cast spells on me?
laughs, anw, you're also lacking of sleeep my dear,
chiong project also neeeda sleeep lah, moreover,
when you'vr sch the next day, (:
Let's jiayou ohkaaay? or mayb find a day out to study,
though i think it will end up Chattering Non-Stop x=
Lastly, Thanks for being my friend (: loves <3.


AhSot, SiewFong dearest, (:
omg, thanks for all the comforting words man.
i'm still happy what you're stil concern abt me,
& also misses me whn i'm nt around , x=
woohooo, you're liaaak my Mommmey,
without you, i feeeel insecure & also empty.
Therefore, we neeeeda build up our friendship ties,
or mayb relationship ties hor, Mommey?
hahaa, :D & nvr you dare to ignore me hor,
hahaaaa, i shit & urine for you to eat.
>.<>
we mst try to work harder for btr grades,
& also strive to become a btr nurse (:


Jody, Dou Hua ah Dou Hua,
you ah, call me dou nai, i'm named: jasmine,
nt " dou nai" hahhaaa (:
anw, thanks for the care & concern girl,
i think i only hvr you & siewfong as a closer friend
in Nursing P13. :D thanks for helping me take notes,
or signing for me (: we neeeda work doubly hard for
our results too, & stop working liaaak Non-Stop Can?
We put in more effort in Studying kay? hahaaa, x=
When's photoshot? & You & I mst be GoodFriendsForever.


i'm fat, i'm fat, i'm fat. 45kg pls.
4-5 more kg(s) to go, jiayou (:
i'm somehow suffering from, lack of self confidence.



: 12:26 AM
Date: Friday, July 11
Title: In love with Maple =.=





: 1:45 AM
Date: Thursday, July 10
Title: Belated Pictures, Nursing (:


Harpy Belated 18th Bday, Ahsiao (:


Jody, dou hua ! -.-



: 1:08 AM
Date: Tuesday, July 8
Title: ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ 0{678.


Happy Advance 4th Monthsary Ahroy Dear, <3.
Dine @Vivocity, on 060708.


Future Female Boxer of the year 2020.






: 11:48 PM
Date: Sunday, July 6
Title: ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥





more pictures to be uploaded soooooon, <3



: 10:42 PM
Date: Wednesday, July 2
Title: p/s: i'm turning blog to picture'sblog. (:





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